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November 5, 2007 - Morning
Lonely: that was Amber's first drowsy feeling to waking up alone. It was still dark and her alarm hadn't gone off. She'd woken up this way countless times, perhaps most of her life, and yet it felt wrong not having someone in here with her. Someone to make muffled but satisfied sounds as she climbed onto them, kissing and being held back. She missed Eric and it hadn't even been more than half a day since they'd parted.
Despite how keenly she felt his absence, Amber couldn't help smiling into her pillow. She'd become conditioned to having him in her bed. The space seemed pointlessly immense without him hogging half of it. Well, there was an easy solution: get him in here soon. Luring him back shouldn't be a problem; Amber could think of half a dozen ways to convince him and that was without trying.
The only reason he wasn't there as she stretched, working out the lasting soreness from their basketball game, was because they both had lives to get back to; Amber had house chores, as probably did Eric, and her reading wouldn't get done through sheer wishing. If it weren't for that, Amber would've been happy to spend another weekend afternoon with him, even after all the ups-and-downs on Saturday.
Still, she'd see him today at work. That was reason enough to make her spring out of bed earlier, so as to pretty herself up all the more. Eric would notice and appreciate her effort; it'd make up for how disgustingly casual she'd been around him this weekend.
The fact that she'd worn his Colombia hoodie to bed... what he didn't know wouldn't hurt her.
Her mom had called Sunday, pointedly asking if she should expect only Amber or plus one for Thanksgiving. "Just me, mom."
"Hmmm?" she'd intoned, judgment and curiosity rolled into a single package. Amber just hoped there wasn't a dash of hope mixed in there. "Broke up already?"
"No," Amber replied with more vehemence than necessary, thinking back on how instantly tense Eric had become at the mere mention of the visit. With his mother's disease, his brother's imprisonment, and his dad's who-knew-what, it might actually be because it was too hard for him to face anyone's family and not because he was scared to meet hers specifically. "It's barely been a week. We're still getting to know each other."
"A few days ago it sounded like you were about to marry him, has it cooled off already? Are you bored with the sex?"
It was the bit about marriage that made Amber sputter softly. Yeah, keeping Eric away was the wisest course of action. "Everything is fine, mom. We're still together and, no, not bored with the sex." There definitely was nothing wrong with their sex life-- in fact, the very opposite. For all that Amber fretted that they were drying up into a drought, Saturday night had been sweetly intimate, in an orgasm-filled way, and Sunday morning they'd tried out the lazy morning sex she'd been anticipating so much. Turned out it was every bit as delicious as she'd imagined.
Aside from that and having to hear her mom describe in minute detail her Thanksgiving plans (arranging rides to pick up her brothers at the airport, finding accommodation for non-immediate family members, shopping for the cheapest yet best food, and on and on and on), Amber's Sunday had been pretty quiet. Just her, her journals, and an endless supply of coffee.
Monday Amber took the time to blow-dry her hair and apply a more careful, if still absolutely professional, layer of makeup than she usually bothered to for work. It made her feel good all morning long, through breakfast and the drive. But as she stepped into the parking lot, the same way she'd started so many other days at PPTH, reluctance overcame her. Things were different here. It'd been so easy to forget once Friday rolled around and they'd fled the hospital, but she had bigger things to think about than "them." She had a career, a purpose. He had his. His partially consisted of keeping her under control; hers, stomping all over him as the occasion called.
It'd keep their sex lives interesting, Amber mused as she shut her car door.
It wasn't just how different their relationship had to be, though. There were other people to consider as well. House, who needed to keep his nose in his own business; her pathetic colleagues, who already looked at her askew for sleeping with the pseudo-boss; and who knew who else decided they had the right to an opinion about her personal life. Ignoring them all would have to do as a policy, Amber decided; that and hunt down anyone who dared try to make her miserable.
Despite the extra time she'd spent in the bathroom and her unhurried breakfast, Amber still arrived before anyone else. A nice change of pace, compared to the previous week. Content, Amber chose an aisle seat in one of the middle rows and settled down with a more recent edition of JNEN.
Despite how keenly she felt his absence, Amber couldn't help smiling into her pillow. She'd become conditioned to having him in her bed. The space seemed pointlessly immense without him hogging half of it. Well, there was an easy solution: get him in here soon. Luring him back shouldn't be a problem; Amber could think of half a dozen ways to convince him and that was without trying.
The only reason he wasn't there as she stretched, working out the lasting soreness from their basketball game, was because they both had lives to get back to; Amber had house chores, as probably did Eric, and her reading wouldn't get done through sheer wishing. If it weren't for that, Amber would've been happy to spend another weekend afternoon with him, even after all the ups-and-downs on Saturday.
Still, she'd see him today at work. That was reason enough to make her spring out of bed earlier, so as to pretty herself up all the more. Eric would notice and appreciate her effort; it'd make up for how disgustingly casual she'd been around him this weekend.
The fact that she'd worn his Colombia hoodie to bed... what he didn't know wouldn't hurt her.
Her mom had called Sunday, pointedly asking if she should expect only Amber or plus one for Thanksgiving. "Just me, mom."
"Hmmm?" she'd intoned, judgment and curiosity rolled into a single package. Amber just hoped there wasn't a dash of hope mixed in there. "Broke up already?"
"No," Amber replied with more vehemence than necessary, thinking back on how instantly tense Eric had become at the mere mention of the visit. With his mother's disease, his brother's imprisonment, and his dad's who-knew-what, it might actually be because it was too hard for him to face anyone's family and not because he was scared to meet hers specifically. "It's barely been a week. We're still getting to know each other."
"A few days ago it sounded like you were about to marry him, has it cooled off already? Are you bored with the sex?"
It was the bit about marriage that made Amber sputter softly. Yeah, keeping Eric away was the wisest course of action. "Everything is fine, mom. We're still together and, no, not bored with the sex." There definitely was nothing wrong with their sex life-- in fact, the very opposite. For all that Amber fretted that they were drying up into a drought, Saturday night had been sweetly intimate, in an orgasm-filled way, and Sunday morning they'd tried out the lazy morning sex she'd been anticipating so much. Turned out it was every bit as delicious as she'd imagined.
Aside from that and having to hear her mom describe in minute detail her Thanksgiving plans (arranging rides to pick up her brothers at the airport, finding accommodation for non-immediate family members, shopping for the cheapest yet best food, and on and on and on), Amber's Sunday had been pretty quiet. Just her, her journals, and an endless supply of coffee.
Monday Amber took the time to blow-dry her hair and apply a more careful, if still absolutely professional, layer of makeup than she usually bothered to for work. It made her feel good all morning long, through breakfast and the drive. But as she stepped into the parking lot, the same way she'd started so many other days at PPTH, reluctance overcame her. Things were different here. It'd been so easy to forget once Friday rolled around and they'd fled the hospital, but she had bigger things to think about than "them." She had a career, a purpose. He had his. His partially consisted of keeping her under control; hers, stomping all over him as the occasion called.
It'd keep their sex lives interesting, Amber mused as she shut her car door.
It wasn't just how different their relationship had to be, though. There were other people to consider as well. House, who needed to keep his nose in his own business; her pathetic colleagues, who already looked at her askew for sleeping with the pseudo-boss; and who knew who else decided they had the right to an opinion about her personal life. Ignoring them all would have to do as a policy, Amber decided; that and hunt down anyone who dared try to make her miserable.
Despite the extra time she'd spent in the bathroom and her unhurried breakfast, Amber still arrived before anyone else. A nice change of pace, compared to the previous week. Content, Amber chose an aisle seat in one of the middle rows and settled down with a more recent edition of JNEN.
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Amber was still trying to piece together what causes of areflexia would also bring seizures and nystagmus when Thirteen piped up, "How about Miller-Fisher?"
That was a good idea and it certainly explained the rapid progression of the patient’s (Amber wish she’d remembered her name) condition, even if it seemed too fast. Why hadn't Amber thought of it? What wasn't hers she had to tear down. "They said weakened reflex, not missing. And seizures aren’t one of the main symptoms." Thirteen shot her a sharp look, but this wasn’t holding-hands time; it was war.
She'd hoped that while speaking to think of a better explanation-- without that, Thirteen's suggestion would win out-- but nothing came to her. And then Kutner spoke up, "I'm with the Miller-Fisher school of thought. It fits with her loss of senses before the first seizure."
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Delegating wasn't actually that hard. Congratulating himself, Foreman took one last look at the whiteboard before heading into House's office. He sat behind the desk and picked up the phone, trying House's cell. After a few rings, he was switched over to House's voicemail. Of course. Foreman rolled his eyes, but he gave a quick summary of what they'd found and what they were doing, and then let the receiver fall into the cradle.
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Everyone rose simultaneously and filed out towards the same direction like a pack of animals. "We'll need a lumbar puncture and a NCS," Amber said.
"Seriously?" Cole asked. "We should do only a NCS, it's not as invasive as a lumbar puncture."
"And it's not conclusive, so we'll need the CFS analysis to confirm," Amber argued.
But, as it turned out, neither would happen.
While Taub and Cole went off to book the NCS, Amber waited by the patient's room, ready to take her once Kutner and Thirteen had explained what was going to happen next. On the way over Amber picked up a copy of the case file; Casey Alfonso was her name but that and a few irrelevant history facts aside, there was no new information.
Amber looked up from her reading and saw through the glass wall that Casey was yelling, face very obviously red even from this distance. That couldn't be good. Amber crossed her arms, ready to judge and admonish Kutner and Thirteen as they walked out. "What did you do?"
"What did we do?" Kutner asked angrily. "You mean what did Foreman do. She kept saying he'd insisted it was heatstroke and now she won't believe anything we say."
Jaw fallen, Amber looked over to Thirteen; she nodded in confirmation. "She wants House," she said grimly.
"Well, we don't have House!" Amber said. This was so unprofessional, their top-billing doctor out of commission and the other one freaking their patient out. How were they supposed to get anything done if their supposed boss messed everything up? God, how embarrassing, she’d expected better of Eric.
"Yeah, we noticed," Kutner said.
"I'll talk to E-- Foreman," Amber decided; if he’d caused this wrong then he'd fix it. He could apologize or something. It wasn't until she'd spoken, though, and that the other two gave her meaningful looks that she realized how it sounded. "What, just because I'm sleeping with him I can't talk to him?"
Thirteen's smirk was infuriating. "I didn't say anything."
Between the annoyance that the patient wouldn't budge and being caught tangling her personal life with work, Amber stormed into the Diagnostics office. There Eric was, looking so calm and content like everything was running according to plan. Hah. "She's refusing treatment and tests," Amber snapped. "Because you told her it was definitely heatstroke and now she won't believe anything we say. She wants House.”
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He turned when Amber stalked into the office like a vengeful spirit. "What's up? New symptom?" he asked, dropping some of his formality since Amber was alone.
It was worse than he'd thought. A new symptom, he'd been prepared for. Non-compliance--maybe he should have seen that coming, too. Foreman slumped back in House's chair. "I told her it was most likely heatstroke," he said. "Now we know it isn't. Thirteen and Kutner were supposed to explain that." He'd always had the job before of convincing patients that whatever treatment House ordered, even if it was the fifth wrong one in as many hours, was definitely the right one at that moment. If Thirteen and Kutner couldn't manage that, it was on them to learn. This wasn't his fault.
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Amber blew out a puff of air, half-sighing and crossing her arms. Wherever the blame laid-- and part of it was partially on Eric, for not having talked to the patient well in the first round or for delegating badly-- the damage had been done and needed to be fixed. They couldn't just let Casey lie there and ignore her problem, not when her symptoms had worsened so quickly. "Anyway, she's adamant about not wanting us near her. We won't be able to do any tests or start the plasmapheresis as long as she's like this."
She eyed the phone on the desk. "Have you talked to House yet? We could get him to come back or talk to her over the phone. While Amber didn't like running to the nearest parent figure crying for help, now that the case was serious they might really need him, more for his brain than his gentle bedside manner. Plus, now that this had become a real case, he ought to be around to evaluate their performances.
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"We still need to do it, whether she wants us near her or not." He twisted his lips, thinking through what he'd said to Casey before. House wasn't going to swoop in and rescue them. They were on their own, whether the candidates realized it yet or not. House didn't care. He never did. Their patient--she didn't know that. She wanted a doctor who was right, but maybe all she needed to hear was that she had a doctor who cared; the fact that they were probably right followed from that. "Come on," he said. "We've got to convince her."
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She was distracted from her thoughts of seeking House out when Eric proposed a far more efficient plan. Amber grinned, eager to do something. Who knew, maybe by the time they'd convinced Casey, got her on the drugs, and ran the tests, House would return to smooth sailing. She very much liked the idea of telling House that she had been vital in getting Casey to cooperate. "I'm with you," she said and led the way, pushing the hallway door open. Amber tried not to think about how this is what she should’ve done when Kutner and Thirteen came up to her in defeat, instead of taking the excuse to rant at Eric. Better late than never.
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Foreman followed Amber out into the hall, thinking about that. Tricking her wouldn't work, when she knew that they wanted to test her and treat her; telling her it was for something different when all he'd prescribed for the heatstroke was fluids wouldn't work. "I'm not going to handle this like House," he said. The candidates would get to know that. But Foreman wanted Amber to know it. She seemed to worship the ground House walked on even when he wasn't there to walk on it. Foreman respected her work; so far, he hadn't seen much evidence that she even believed he knew what he was doing. Sure, she'd done what he asked, but she acted like it had been a terrible imposition. Apologizing for that later helped, but he still didn't feel like she was obeying him because he was in charge. She was doing it to pass the time until House miraculously turned up.
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But since House was out of reach, working together to treat Casey was the next best thing. Eric had screwed up with her in the first round, raising her expectations high for the diagnosis they hadn't confirmed, and if he’d messed up once he could easily do it again. But because he had misled Casey, he might be the only one to get her to listen again.
His comment surprised her. "I didn't think you would." What would House do, anyway? Come up with a better diagnosis than Miller-Fisher, to start with. Then he'd insult the patient copiously, both to her face and not. Eric hadn't done the former and the latter was not his style, as far as Amber knew. When they’d worked with the Mirror Syndrome patient, Eric had made a point of being polite, even when he’d gone on his rants complaining about the quality of the medical attention, mimicking Amber. Huh. Now there was food for thought. When she made her own complaints and Eric listened patiently, was he humoring her in the same way? "And the patient-cruelty tactic works only with House."
The elevator was straight ahead, but Amber turned, going for the stairwell. It'd be faster. "You should apologize to her, tell her you were wrong."
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"I know," he said shortly, irked by Amber's advice. He'd meant to apologize, and he would. He'd be sincere about it, too. But that didn't mean he enjoyed being in the wrong, or having to admit it. If Amber was in his position, she wouldn't be so blithe about tossing off an I'm wrong and I'm sorry.
When they came out on the ground floor, Foreman headed for Casey's room, finding Thirteen and Kutner huddled around the nurses' station with Taub, all of them apparently waiting for him to show up. It felt like they were all waiting for him to fix his mess. Not exactly a great feeling. Foreman wanted them to show initiative, although he knew he would've been pissed off if they'd tried to usurp his authority, too. Not their fault, he reminded himself. Humbling himself didn't come easily, but when it was true, and necessary, he'd do what he had to. "Where's Brennan?" he asked.
"In there," Kutner said. "She didn't seem to mind him."
Great. Foreman exhaled, getting control of himself. "Fine," he said. "I'll go and talk to her."
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Quickly Amber went up the stairs, hand along the railing. Their footsteps and voices echoed. "Good," she replied. They were on the same page. Amber loved it when that happened, it meant they'd definitely follow her way. And if Eric was going to be the good guy, apologizing and admitting to faults, she could play the bad cop, if they needed her to.
Amber couldn't tell if her wanna-be colleagues looked at her more with contempt or relief. Whichever way didn't matter, of course. She didn't care what they thought. She loved her job and that's all she needed-- and now she had Eric, too.
Following him-- he had said "we"-- Amber tried to walk with confidence and poise. First impressions mattered. Sliding the glass door open, she saw that Casey was lying down in a small mound of pillows, covered in sweat and her hair wet at the roots. Face to Brennan, her expression was tired, a layer of wariness coming over her when she spotted Eric. Amber nodded at Casey and at her father. "Hello, I'm Dr. Volakis and this--"
"I remember him," Casey said coldly. “That’s Mr. Know It All.”
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He bridled at Casey's description of him. He knew more than she did; he was the doctor. Tone it down, he thought. He hated that it was part of a script that he'd learned from Wilson, but it did work. He took the doctor's stool from the corner and sat down at Casey's bedside, facing her and her father equally, keeping his shoulders relaxed. Amber was standing behind him, and it felt like she was waiting with bated breath for him to humiliate himself too. Maybe he was wrong. But Christ, did she have to follow him in here and watch him when he was at his worst? He would have liked to keep up the facade that he knew what the hell he was doing, for her at least. That wasn't likely either, since they worked together, unless he thought he could be right all the time. Dammit, why couldn't it have been heatstroke?
"I understand why you don't want us treating you," he said. "And that's my fault. A doctor's not supposed to admit when he's wrong, but that's what I'm doing. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have dismissed what you were telling me. But I need you to know, you're still in very serious condition. We think we know what's happening, and it could be very dangerous if you don't let us confirm it. We need to start plasmapheresis and do the tests to make sure it's Miller-Fisher."
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It was a good apology. Eric lowered himself to be at the same level as Casey-- an important psychological trick-- and clearly admitted to fault. His words did risk facilitating a malpractice suit, especially with the father as a witness, but they'd handle that as it came. For now the important thing was to get Casey better, and for that they had to get her to cooperate.
Casey slowly turned her head right and left while Eric spoke; was she having difficulty concentrating? Her hands clenched and let go of the sheets repeatedly and, from the movements on the other side of the bed, she kept flexing her toes. Was she in pain? Amber hid a frown; once Casey consented to be treated once more, she’d be asking questions.
"What do you know, Mr. Know It All," Casey muttered, her eyelids drooping.
"Case? Hon, are you okay?" The father asked nervously. Okay, if he thought she was acting funny, then it was a pretty good sign that something was wrong.
"It's Mr. Know It All," Case said, voice so low it was hard to make out.
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"It's fine," her father said. "Do whatever you need to do, she's getting sicker!"
Foreman stood up and shook his head. As soon as he touched Casey's hand, it confirmed what the monitor already said--she had a temperature, and it was climbing. Not being able to recognize the situation or remember what had happened meant delirium. "We can't," he said, and included Brennan and Amber in his glance. "Fever and delirium don't fit with Miller-Fisher." He frowned--had Brennan smirked at him? For being wrong again, no doubt. "I'm ordering anti-pyretics. Mr. Alfonso, we're going to have to find out what she has, and that will mean more tests."
Alfonso nodded. "Yeah, whatever...whatever you need to do."
At least that was one problem dealt with. Foreman opened the door and started out, staring at Brennan until he left first. "Get everyone back up to the conference room," he told Amber.
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"Okay," Amber replied, though honestly, she didn’t know why Eric couldn’t tell them himself. “We’ll do everything we can,” she said to Alfonso in that confident, assuring tone she’d developed over the years. “Let us know if her condition changes.”
The others weren't at the nurse's station anymore; good, it sucked to have a flock of doctors gawking around like hungry chickens. Made them all look like incompetent idiots.
Once she'd walked a few meters away from the room and gotten out of sight from Casey and her father, Amber paged the others with only a brief message alerting them that there were new symptoms and to return to the conference room. Hey, she wasn't going to help them out by saying what the symptoms were; she’d keep that head start to herself (and Brennan). The messages sent, Amber got her cell phone out and speed dialed again; maybe now House would be more in the mood to hear from them.
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"I'm not," Brennan spat back. "In fact, I'm the only one who seems to be doing anything."
"That's because you have them convinced that they shouldn't be allowing tests!"
"It's not surprising that they trust me more than they do you," Brennan said. "At least I'm listening to what she's saying."
"That's great," Foreman gritted out. "But it won't help if they trust you and won't let the rest of the team treat her."
"Treat her for the wrong thing!" Brennan returned.
Foreman glared at him, clenching his jaw against what he wanted to say. "Let's get back upstairs," he said, and turned to follow after Amber, not really caring if Brennan kept up with him.
When he found her, Amber's head was bent as she held her phone to her ear. Looked like whoever it was wasn't answering--Foreman let out a short, disgusted sigh. House. Again. Who else? Foreman walked up behind her and leaned in. "He's not going to hire you just because you call him the most," he pointed out, tired of the whole damn world's insistence that he wasn't good enough.
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It took her another second to process his words; she made a face. "Oh, this is only about me getting hired, is it. I'm sure you know exactly what Casey has. You don't need any help." Yeah, in a perfect world they wouldn't need House, but the fact was that after two false diagnoses they still had no idea what she had and they could use every genius brain within reach. Eric could be as annoyed with her as he liked, but they couldn’t leave everything up to him.
Pointedly staring at him, Amber let the dial ring a few more times before hanging up and putting the phone back into her pocket. She walked towards the stair well again, going quickly; they had to act fast. "Wasn't Brennan with you?" she asked, half-wondering, but thinking more about Casey's symptoms and a unifying explanation.
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"He's upset that I want him to work with the team," Foreman said, shaking his head and dismissing Brennan from his thoughts. If he didn't keep up, Foreman wasn't going to hunt him down and drag him to a differential session. He took the stairs two at a time, wanting to get to the conference room before everyone else had gathered, so he wouldn't look like he'd been caught standing around with his mouth hanging open when their patient brought out another new symptom. "Look, when House is around, I'm all for listening to what he says," he said. "But since I'm in charge, is a little support too much to ask for?"
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"Why would he be?" Amber asked. She hated working with the team, but that was because she couldn't stand their guts and wanted them all fired. Brennan didn't have that same competitive streak, as far as she knew; at most he wasn't as motivated by the work.
Eric was bounding up the stairs like this was a basketball court and he was back in his ripped shirt and sneakers. Amber darted up quickly, refusing to be left behind, but still annoyed; she couldn't do more than one step a time in her heels, and going this fast she'd work up a sweat. He was still steps ahead of her and growing further and further away.
"Support?" she echoed. What, did he want her to parrot his opinions during the diagnosis session? No way. Never. He shouldn't even wish that. "Support how?" He’d better explain quickly; sorting this out with him was distracting her from thinking about Casey. Amber wouldn’t get any advantage out of knowing the symptoms before the others if she didn’t get the chance to think.
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He stopped at the top landing right inside the hall door, restless and wanting to rush ahead, but hauled back by Amber's question. "Support in that every time I turn around, I don't see you calling for backup!" he said. "House isn't here. Instead of calling him, come up with your own ideas! You're right, I'm not going to solve this on my own, so why don't you help?"
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Eric stopped at the top and yelled, face ugly and twisted. Running up those last few steps and get all the closer to him was the last thing Amber wanted-- but her job beckoned. She caught up, slightly short of breath. "I'll come up with my own ideas, don't you worry," she snapped. God, what was his problem? So she was strong enough to admit that she needed her damn boss’ help, what was so wrong about that? He should be more worried about himself, that he had to make a point of being right all on his own at the patient’s expense. Marching right on, Amber went to the hall door and pushed it open, hard. "We don't have time for this."
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Glowering, he followed her into the hall. "What we don't have time for is people going off on their own and getting in the way," he said, anger in his voice, although he spoke quietly and it wasn't directed at her; he was nearly speaking to himself. Why was it so fucking hard for them to listen to him? He knew what he was doing.
Foreman stalked down the corridor and turned in at the conference room, shoving the door open ahead of him. Everyone else was already there, which only made him and Amber walking in--late--together--look even worse. Well, he wasn't going to indulge their curiosity or their judgements. He went straight to the whiteboard and picked up the marker, adding the symptoms in an untidy scrawl instead of taking his time to make his handwriting legible. "It's not Miller-Fisher with the fever and delirium," he said, jumping in immediately. "It's more likely MS."
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They’d talk about this later, when there wasn’t a patient taking the bullet train down south.
Amber followed on Eric’s heels into the conference room, catching every single one of the inquisitive and accusatory looks thrown her way. Oh, she knew what they were thinking—third time today she was caught alone with him. Yes, we’re fucking and it makes us closer than any of you, she wanted to bark out; get over it. She almost did, too, tired as she was of being judged at the drop of a hat, but Eric diving straight into the debate reminded Amber that there were more pressing issues.
“Too fast for MS,” Amber countered in an instant. Casey had lupus, therefore it couldn’t be anything else. “All her symptoms appeared in fewer than twenty-four hours. The way it’s attacking her body and her brain, it has to be autoimmune—it’s lupus.”
As she yanked out a chair and irritably sank into it, the others paused for a second. They better not be scared of stepping into a lover’s quarrel, this had nothing to do with Eric being a prick at her. “C’mon, who else agrees with lupus?” Amber asked, staring at them one by one.
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Calmly, Taub raised his eyebrows. "I'm with the scary lady," he said dryly. "MS is too slow."
Foreman glared at him. It was crystal clear that none of them had forgotten House jeering at him because he didn't dominate Amber in their personal life. Fuck him for putting Foreman in this position, where he couldn't even concentrate on the medicine without being reminded that Amber guided every damn thing they did. It wasn't relevant, but to even attempt telling that to the candidates was too humiliating to imagine. Once Taub had jumped in, the others apparently felt safe enough to add their guesses. "I'm not with either of them," Thirteen said, her tone a little too ironic for Foreman's taste. "Amyloidosis fits with the areflexia."
"Meningitis is more likely with the fever," Cole put in.
Foreman forced himself to take a breath. Fine. There was a differential in progress, much as he didn't care for the answers they were coming up with. "It's too fast for amyloidosis. The areflexia rules out meningitis. And lupus this aggressive wouldn't bypass her kidneys. Start her on interferon."
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"Yeah, it's not as if you haven't been wrong today," Brennan said. Amber transferred her do-not-mess-with-me gaze to him-- what was he so smug about? Disagreeing was the point of a differential, but he didn't need to gloat. Not over her Eric. Was this what Eric meant about Brennan not working with the team? Brennan shrank back like a scolded child.
But the cold bucket Amber threw over Brennan did not seem to affect the rest of the group. "I think what they're trying to say," Cole jumped in, "is that none of us can be a hundred percent sure. We should check before we put her through more treatments that don’t apply to her."
"Yeah, if we go with the wrong treatment, we could make the real problem worse," Kutner said. He mimed some thing with his hands that looked like flames, though who the hell knew what that was supposed to mean.
"And running some tests won't hurt her," Thirteen said.
Taub didn't say anything, but he was nodding along. Amber almost felt bad for Eric, it was all of them against him-- maybe this was why he'd asked for support. But this job wasn't about playing nice, it was about results. Eric could ask for respect, and of course Amber did-- wouldn't have gone anywhere near him if she didn't. But she wouldn't trust his opinion blindly, either.
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